English reading makes me mad at 4:30 AM.

I just finished an article about the portrayal of the egg and sperm in biological textbooks and how bad those depictions were. Why? Because the woman writing it felt that the egg was too much the passive one, and the sperm seen as the agressor. WTF. DO SOMETHING BETTER WITH YOUR LIFE, WOMAN. Goddamn. They have different functions, get over it. Apparently she wants biological books PC enough to say how eggs don't just "Receive" the sperm. Women receive the men. That's just how it is. Fool. I bet she wrote it just because she needed to get something written to fund another one of her useless projects.

Second. This arrogant Christian man is writing about how ridiculous he thinks natives are for believing that these ghosts bring the women children. Gee. Sounds awful familiar to that God bringing Mary a child. They're no different than you. Just nuanced beliefs, let them be. Stop calling them "ignorant natives". Pompous fool. Tried to "enlighten" the whole village with the "correct" impregnating processes. He also writes frequently of how he is surprised that even though the natives have been with white people, they still have not learned. This guy needs to learn how much white people suck and have his rights to speech revoked, vetoed, and slaughtered by Mongols.

Eventually I'll get around to reading Generation of Animals, which I have no doubt will irritate me as well.

I'm high as hell and ready to blast

What I've been doing: Doing too much ME 101.

Here's a picture of what my partner and I did


I'm now finished with it, so I can finally get back to studying chem... and playing a lot of games ^^;;;; shh don't tell no one.

Also, me and Ray are selling a Gmail account. If I make money, I'll be pretty excited.

Damn, I have to finish my half of the yearbook page. I am on a page, but not my own room's ^^;;. Alan and John added me and Auchter to their room's page. It is true, we practically live there...

I had a short rant about homosexuality and gay marriage... but I decided not to cause a lot of controversy and put it down. If you really want to know my opinion, IM me and we can have a nice loong chat. But my original message was short... and, well. Controversial. And not just controversial as in it's about Gay marriage. It's... more than that.

Okay anyway. Back to reading this essay on "Capitalism and Gay Identity", which is a ridiculous essay.

I got a horrible draw number for housing next year. Mish, a kickass friend from downstairs, made a sacrifice. We all applied for this dorm... but I was the only one of us 5 (one of the original six dropped out cuz her parents got an apartment near here...) who didn't get priority. So I offered to split from the rest of the group so they can all get in the reallyreally nice dorm, but Mish dropped out with me. I feel horrible about it, since Kimball is an ultra-nice dorm, and Mish really deserved it... bah!. At any rate, we're choosing our dorms now out of the horrible ones that our draw number will allow us.

Right now the choice is between Govco and Wilbur. There's no way I'm going to go to Okada. I would have gone to Berkeley before going to Okada. So homogeneous... no no no. Boring. Plus the dorm is just two feet away from Junipero (the dorm I live in right now). But Govco sounds nice. Two room doubles are funtimes. Enough privacy but still connected.

And a lot of my friends are thinking about drawing into Govco. If they are, Govco would be fun. But so far from the rest of our draw group.... :(.

Oh, the drama...

I hate everyone out there who got draw numbers in the two-digits. How come no one in Jro (except for Zubie) got 1500+ as a draw number? That's DISGUSTING. I also despise anyone who has on-campus apartments because they don't have to deal with this draw number stuff.

I have bad luck, eh.

Hm. I want a few pictures of yesterday's Boat Dance. The sights of the Bay were nice. But really, boat dances are way overhyped. Small-ass yacht with about 200 people or so. Jeez. Add another person and we probably would have sunk...

By the way, anyone that likes 80s music:

Eurythmix- Sweet Dreams. Actually really good ^^:;;

I have been on an awful sleeping schedule.... and it really has messed up my brain. I mean, seriously srewed up. I though I was supposed to go home on a day that was absolutely wrong... I forgot how to do chemistry and subsequently failed my test... just a bunch of stuff. It really has not made my day. I just received a D on my chemistry quiz, and I also failed on my priority listing for Kimball. I'm just not having fun.

I think I've just been a bit too influenced by the procrastinators around me to stay up all night... but it's really frying my brain. I can't remember stuff I should remember. I end up late to every class (nothing new, but still it makes me feel bad). I've just been pulling stupid shit. And I'm sick of complaining like this so it shall end after this. I can't believe I actually got a D on that quiz. I know it's not a big part of my grade... but it's the only grade I have in that class so far. And it's a practice thing for the next midterm, which I really need to do well on.

Damn it all.

America....

And that crap that has been happening in Iraq...

Just pisses me off.